War Update

What I want is hidden deep within and cannot be found because it cannot be had.

Opportunities come and go

Knowing full well I can jump aboard all

I only catch the rides for which I have the proper ticket

I should move on yet I give it time.

Unable to get through yet I wait.

Unable to open my own door - I swallow the key and gag.

This is not alien to me and that's why impatiently despise it.

Cruel.