"Akathisia is a syndrome characterized by unpleasant sensations of 'inner' restlessness that manifests itself with an inability to sit still or remain motionless ... The condition is difficult for the patient to describe and is often misdiagnosed ... more antipsychotic neuroleptics may be prescribed, potentially worsening the symptoms. High-functioning patients have described the feeling as a sense of inner tension and torment or chemical torture."
The doctors and nurses tell me that it is very rare for someone to have akathisia as a side-effect when taking Abilify yet at least half of everyone I've come across who takes this medication complains of some form of restlessness. There are some professionals who believe this side effect is purposely hidden by pharmaceutical companies Bristal-Myers Squibb and Otsuka but; regardless, I can only speak for what I've experienced.
When I was on Abilify, I went into the hospital. As my dosage was increased, my agitation turned to rage and frequently resulted in my retreat to the "quiet room." I had fits of rage uncommon even for me. I could not focus on anything for very long. No one even suggested that this could be medication-induced so that when I finally got home I was left to deal with this new craziness.
I would spend five minutes on the treadmill, three minutes trying to do laundry, four minutes trying to watch tv, etc. Reading was the worst. I could only read a paragraph and I had to read it over and over many times. Having been an avid reader, this was very discouraging.
Finally, when I got back to seeing my regular psychiatrist he stopped the Abilify after I described my symptoms. Supposedly, it takes about 21 days for the body to be completely rid of this chemical but finally -- a couple of days ago -- after 14 days since discontinuing the Abilify I could read a whole chapter in a book. Yesterday, I read another. It is my hope that I can get a job and work again. I was afraid I never would be able to do so again.
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It is scary how often the "cure" is actually worse than what it is treating.
I am glad you found a doctor who could figure out the problem.
I have major depressive disorder and quietapine cause me akathisia.
The best way to describe it: it is MORE than torture. Completely uncontrollable and makes you want to hit your head until you are unconscious. IT IS JUST TERRIBLE.
It is truly horrific and affects every minute of your life.
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