Sunday, August 22, 2010

Let My Mind Rest For Good

I can't sleep. I took my 6pm Seroquel then my 8pm double- Seroquel along with everything else. Exhausted, but still nothing , I tried the Klonopin. Just now, the Ambien.

I get so wound up that I doubt that even a horse tranquilizer would take me down. Any other time and the 6pm dose alone would knock me out.

Today I tried to order a chicken sandwich but became so confused and disoriented by the cashier that my hands shook, I started to cry, and had to leave. I can't tolerate human interaction today. It hurts too bad.

God, so much chatter in my head. I want everything to stop or for me to go away.

2 comments:

eve said...

Sometimes the silence is much louder than the noise ... everything can seem projected like a bad film stuck on a subliminal message one can never see. It is not easy to tame the monsters that chooses to reside in a fraile temple...such tempest rage, chaos it may cause and we loose sleep .. nevertheless; the light is their all we need to do is see the flicker ahead...remain hopeful my friend your not alone. Take care and others along the way... evie.. leilou67.blogspot.com

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