Update From The Trenches

Sometime in mid-January I woke up one morning realizing that I had not worked in over a month, had no income, and would need to pay rent. I panicked and started applying for jobs.

Sometime in mid- to late- February, I woke up one morning realizing that my mother is dead and I will never see her again. I panicked and the hysterical knee-dropping crying spells began.

Now, near the end of March I am still unemployed and taking PRN's to control the gut-wrenching fits of grief. I wake up in the morning with stomach cramps in dread of another day. I do not read books or play xbox or write or listen to music as all interest is lost. This is where I am. This is my update.