Saturday, March 10, 2007

My Soul Is Black & Gone

"my black soul"

I tried to sleep without medication tonight and that doesn't seem to be working. Tonight is the first weekend night without my cat. Because he was feeling skittish I have let him stay back home. Even when I visit him, the smell of this empty apartment makes him nervous. Seems silly that my life should be so hollow without him but...as I've mentioned before ... he's more than just a cat. I sing inside when he's around ... sang ...

Vacations ... summertime ... movies ... hiking ... swimming ... I try to come up with things to look forward to...I try to come up with things to make the most of NOW... but ... nothing.

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