Saturday, December 26, 2009

December Melting -- Day 10: Her Passing

12.12.09

After over a week in the unit, I did a quick check of my voicemail and discovered a message from my sister. My mother had died. My presence was requested ASAP but I was behind locked doors. At first I panicked and then I went numb. I was grateful for the Seroquel ... and anything else they give me.

Did she know what I had done? Her body is in a morgue somewhere. Is she watching me now? Did she feel my heart stop when I over-dosed so that this is why hers failed? These are the questions that traipse back and forth.

1 comment:

CountryDew said...

Happy New Year, friend. I hope that you are feeling better.

 

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