False Start

Again, I tried to attend the trauma support group. Again, I only made it to the parking area. My stomach had started cramping up a couple of hours before so that by the time I got there I was a mess. I only saw one car there and one woman walking into the building so I also feared it would just be the two of us (I hadn't planned on saying much) so ... I left. Just thinking of what I would say made me cry.

I cursed myself the entire trip home. Have I made no progress all these past years? No wonder my therapist is calling it quits. No reason to stick around here.